~ welcome to my journal ~
this is the digital home of my random
ramblings where I can freely write about
whatever comes to my migraine-plagued brain
or about the events that I would like to
hold onto for as long as I live.

this journal could also be
considered the more filtered version of
my physical journal (anything goes there), but
will also serve as a reminder to myself to write more.
thank ya to anyone bored enough to read my entries,
you're real ones, but also are you ok?? /j

~ 5/29/25 ~
I have been enjoying the sound of the rain hitting
my window the past few days while I code. The rain
wasn't always a comfort of mine, I actually used to
be afraid of rainstorms (especially if there was
lightning and thunder). It was only within the past
few years that my appreciation for the rain has grown.
It's a bit strange to me because I don't have very many
fears or dislikes, so thinking about my dislike of the
rain makes little sense to me now. I guess my fear or
dislike was rooted in my fear of loud noises and the
sensory hell that is being soaking wet in the rain.
I still have sensory issues with being in the rain,
but I am now more aware of my sensory limits and
can frolic (so-to-speak) in the rain for a bit now.